@Blind Devil, all I have to say is I understand your situation. I regret many things and almost all of them are my fault. Most of them are related to school, but they're mainly my only fault. Here in Poland, there are many things that a lot of students can't learn and there are teachers that can't teach pupils who don't understand right, but they're slightly better than teachers who don't teach at all.
I believe that your situation will cease some way. You shouldn't kill yourself for anything that couldn't definitely be improved in your life. Multiple people have killed themselves for much more trivial reasons, but they should've understood how much worse their life could've been.
Good luck and I hope you'll somehow recover!
Also, the only thing I'm sure I'm allergic to are spring pollens. I don't know what else I'm allergic to, but milk is also possible, although I've had no serious allergic reaction to anything besides the pollens maybe.
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Basically, I believe in peace and bashing two bricks together.
I believe that your situation will cease some way. You shouldn't kill yourself for anything that couldn't definitely be improved in your life. Multiple people have killed themselves for much more trivial reasons, but they should've understood how much worse their life could've been.
Good luck and I hope you'll somehow recover!
Also, the only thing I'm sure I'm allergic to are spring pollens. I don't know what else I'm allergic to, but milk is also possible, although I've had no serious allergic reaction to anything besides the pollens maybe.
I have a Discord server as well! (by joining, you agree to the rules)
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Basically, I believe in peace and bashing two bricks together.