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My Open Letter of Apology to SMW Central

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Hi, everyone... Man, it's sure been a while.

First things first, if it seems like I'm looking for pity and/or sympathy, I'm not. I've simply been thinking of my online presence for the past while, and figured it was time to come back here and say a few words. I'll make this as quick as I can.

Now, I doubt most of the users who were around during my time here several years ago are still around, but I figured I'd put this out there just in case they happen to stumble across this.

At any rate: I'm sorry. Truly, truly, truly sorry. To everyone I've misled, annoyed, embarrassed or otherwise wronged in any way on this forum, I apologize from the bottom of my heart. My behaviour on this forum between 2008 and 2010 was, and still is, inexcuseable. I had no right to refocus serious conversations to myself or my interests. No right to repeatedly and rudely demand help with something I could easily search for by myself. No right to shitpost comics that weren't funny in any way. No right to do any of the other things I did here during those years.

I'm not looking for forgiveness or a second chance. Hell, I'm not even depending on anyone accepting my apology. I don't even mind if this thread gets closed; I just want to say that I regret my actions here in the past, and I'm truly, truly sorry.

This will be my final post on this forum. I wish you all well, and of course... happy hacking.
Happy Trails
-ZozeyC
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I know where you're coming from. I used to be in the same position as you are in right now. It wasn't pretty.

Perhaps you could do what I did. Stay away for around three years and start finding some new hobbies, or learn something that you think is interesting. I've mainly been playing TF2 or learning HTML, CSS and PHP over the years that I've been gone.

Eventually, you'll experience a whole lot of things that make you see how you actually are, and the only thing you want to do at that point is change. You're experiencing that right now, but this isn't just it. You've got a long way to go.

Even though I've never heard about you, I wish you good luck.
I wan't around at that time, so I don't know anything about you or whatever you did in the past. But you had the courage to come back and apologize for something you did a long time ago. I'm sure anyone who was there at that time will accept your apology.
You are that person who had an obnoxious layout that Kieran nuked years ago right? Yeah, you did refocus it on you back then and looking through your earlier posts, it seems something common that happened to you.

That said, it does not be that you are an inherently bad person. People can improve the habits and I have seen some people who were worse than you and improved significantly. Your apology reinforces what I said.

Have a good day ZozeyC.
I'm still mad.
My layout has removed you.
i wasn't here when that happened but i'm quite confident most users (from then and from now) would accept your apology.

goodluck in life :s
Steam: controversialbread
I don't think I was around at that time either... But it's still very nice of you to come back to apologize and admit the flaws done in the past.
If you were to bother me during that time, I'd surely accept your apology and so would the users that were ticked off by that. People can still improve their habits after behaving worsely and there were many that improved significantly.

I wish you good luck in your life!
Windowless ride, feeling alive
Are you alive or just breathing?
I remember you were struggling an awful lot with depression back then. I hope you're in better spirits now and I wish you well on your way in life. And, if you ever feel the need to talk into a digital hugbox, we'll always be here for you
until Kieran pulls the plug, then we'll move to some shitty free domain and put up an ABXD.


Don't feel a need to go around apologizing to all the communities for how you were when you were younger - it's the internet. Vary up your usernames and emails, don't disclose any credentials, and nobody will know it was you all those years ago unless you tell them. And, you seem to be forgetting, most young people goes through that phase (or a very similar one) on the internet. I still accept your apology but I don't know what was wrong in the first place. :P

Just look above you...
If it's something that can be stopped, then just try to stop it!
Well said. I hardly knew you, but a thought out letter of sincere apology by anyone that isn't hitler is a gold star in my book

Originally posted by Counterfeit
until Kieran pulls the plug, then we'll move to some shitty free domain and put up an ABXD.

:D:O:(
I don't think I remember you from that long ago, ZozeyC, probably because at that age I was also a bit self-centered. Still am, this cursed adult life is not too much very fun. But even if we did meet and talk a few times, I accept your apology. That was a very mature thing you did just now.

If you do come back, just do what I do when I am around, drop the occasional "whoosh," and live life as you see fit. We make bad decisions in life, but they don't make us bad people. We are only human.

Take it easy, brotha.
Muh
Well, I don't remember you, maybe I didn't have an account/didn't lurk/forgot about it when something happened. Like anyone said, nobody is perfect and everyone does mistakes or wrong decisions in life. It's still good that you wanted to apologise everyone, I also think it's a mature thing you did now.

You don't need to leave if you want to be still a part of our community. Anyway, you don't have to worry about the past, I think everyone will give you a second chance easily.

Good luck.
I been around that long but hell I don't even remember you so it's good #w{=P}




Please don't bump 1-year old threads that haven't been relevant since.
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