@Alexander: I don't think there will be staff applications next year, if you meant this.
Also, again one thing about being jealous: As I said, it's mostly because you know the new staff before, when they were still regular users. Now it's like "They're better, and you're still the same." Maybe that's why I'm not really jealous of SNN, Techokami, Bloodstar etc, which I didn't know as regular users. Another thing is: You all wrote an application, but only a few ones got picked. Of course that makes you disappointed.
My problem is, I take things way too serious. Although I don't want to, I'm still jealous and stuff. I hope I kinda calm down in the next days.
Yeah, I know I - more or less - just repeated what I said earlier, but that's an important thing for me.
Ah well, I'll try harder, contribute to the site more, and try to become a mod the normal way - It's possible, think of FPI and Mattrizzle, who recently became mods the normal way.